If I Go First


HOOK

Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about

I know you good, man a nigga don't want nothing man
Nigga hit you up just to let you know I love you dawg
I just had to let you know right now
Cuz you know I know what yo life about

Verse 1

Everyday, it's a blessing just to breathe
Nothing lasts forever 
Don't be trippin bout the little things
Let me call me dawg and tell em how much that he mean to me
Just so he could chill today
You know that he in these streets
Plenty peeps, here and gone
How much died this year alone
Time is flyin, everybody getting grown, and with they own
Yeah I respect that 
But nah I won't let that
Stop me up from calling you dawg 
When you least expect that
Just to let you know
That the love don't stop
Shit get real by the day 
Please don't wait till a nigga not here dawg
Tell me everything you gotta say, right now
Cuz the shit don't stop
If I go first just pray and keep going 
Just know I got you if you ever go before me 
You know that we only

HOOK


Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about

I know you good, man a nigga don't want nothing
Man nigga hit you up just to let you know I love you dawg
I just had to let you know right now
Cuz you know I know what yo life about

Verse 2


I'll be damned you still mad bout some old shit, you buzzard
I ain't worried bout my past 
Cuz that shit dont mean nothin to me, right now 
And usually, the future be
Distracting me from right now
I'm caught up in this lifestyle
A product of, I was brought up in 
Hate getting the news like not again
Lost a lot of friends, since middle school
I don't try to stay in no mad mood
See it all depends on attitude 
So I gotta send my gratitude
For the niggas I can't know twice 
Tryna live this slow life, this slow life
Man I hope y'all dont get used to me 
But I pray that God keep usin me 
So I can do my thing
Please don't wait to bring no news to me
Use today to keep it true wit me
Let the music sing



1st Half of Hook


Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about



Verse 3


Even though i'm griding hard
I still find the time to call
And kick a lil dialogue 
It been a while my dawg
Thing about time 
Man a nigga can't rewind or pause
And it's kinda odd
Nigga could be here today
And could die tomorrow
So keep it real wit me 
Nevermind the flaws 
And all the times we fought
How much time we lost
On a minor cause
When I pray at night
I'm reminding God
To keep my niggas far away from stress
And for the sake of y'all
Nigga never pacin hard
I'm walking light when I take my steps
I'm talking right when I take my breaths
The kinda life that we forced to live
We already know what our choices is
Never holding back 
My cousin died and I love em 
But a nigga never told em that
Lord knows how I owe em that
Shit real ain't no going back
I already know you rolling strapped 
I already know you taking chances
Probably hangin where the souljas at
Real niggas come one of a kind
Just take it one day at a time
And try not to thug too hard
I never told you this 
Man I love you dawg
Yea I love you dawg

HOOK


Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about

I know you good, man a nigga don't want nothing
Man nigga hit you up just to let you know I love you dawg
I just had to let you know right now
Cuz you know I know what yo life about



Verse 4


I know you out here hustling
Taking chances like the shit aint nothin
Ridin hot tryna get that money
I know we can't stop cuz we just that hungry
Remeber how it felt when they killed my cousin
Shit, ah nigga felt cold as fuck 
And what hurt the most
Is that I can't fit a picture in my mind 
Of this lil nigga growing up
Man you really never know wit us
Cuz the way we livin
Keep it real everyday we sinnin
Sometimes you gotta pray for niggas
Been a while since I paid visit
And you wonder why, I let the number dial....
(Voice fades out)