If I Go First
HOOK
Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about
I know you good, man a nigga don't want nothing man
Nigga hit you up just to let you know I love you dawg
I just had to let you know right now
Cuz you know I know what yo life about
Verse 1
Everyday, it's a blessing just to breathe
Nothing lasts forever
Don't be trippin bout the little things
Let me call me dawg and tell em how much that he mean to me
Just so he could chill today
You know that he in these streets
Plenty peeps, here and gone
How much died this year alone
Time is flyin, everybody getting grown, and with they own
Yeah I respect that
But nah I won't let that
Stop me up from calling you dawg
When you least expect that
Just to let you know
That the love don't stop
Shit get real by the day
Please don't wait till a nigga not here dawg
Tell me everything you gotta say, right now
Cuz the shit don't stop
If I go first just pray and keep going
Just know I got you if you ever go before me
You know that we only
HOOK
Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about
I know you good, man a nigga don't want nothing
Man nigga hit you up just to let you know I love you dawg
I just had to let you know right now
Cuz you know I know what yo life about
Verse 2
I'll be damned you still mad bout some old shit, you buzzard
I ain't worried bout my past
Cuz that shit dont mean nothin to me, right now
And usually, the future be
Distracting me from right now
I'm caught up in this lifestyle
A product of, I was brought up in
Hate getting the news like not again
Lost a lot of friends, since middle school
I don't try to stay in no mad mood
See it all depends on attitude
So I gotta send my gratitude
For the niggas I can't know twice
Tryna live this slow life, this slow life
Man I hope y'all dont get used to me
But I pray that God keep usin me
So I can do my thing
Please don't wait to bring no news to me
Use today to keep it true wit me
Let the music sing
1st Half of Hook
Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about
Verse 3
Even though i'm griding hard
I still find the time to call
And kick a lil dialogue
It been a while my dawg
Thing about time
Man a nigga can't rewind or pause
And it's kinda odd
Nigga could be here today
And could die tomorrow
So keep it real wit me
Nevermind the flaws
And all the times we fought
How much time we lost
On a minor cause
When I pray at night
I'm reminding God
To keep my niggas far away from stress
And for the sake of y'all
Nigga never pacin hard
I'm walking light when I take my steps
I'm talking right when I take my breaths
The kinda life that we forced to live
We already know what our choices is
Never holding back
My cousin died and I love em
But a nigga never told em that
Lord knows how I owe em that
Shit real ain't no going back
I already know you rolling strapped
I already know you taking chances
Probably hangin where the souljas at
Real niggas come one of a kind
Just take it one day at a time
And try not to thug too hard
I never told you this
Man I love you dawg
Yea I love you dawg
HOOK
Here today and the next day a nigga vanish man
Don't hesitate and don't take this shit for granted dawg
If you love me let me know right now
Cuz I know you know what my life about
I know you good, man a nigga don't want nothing
Man nigga hit you up just to let you know I love you dawg
I just had to let you know right now
Cuz you know I know what yo life about
Verse 4
I know you out here hustling
Taking chances like the shit aint nothin
Ridin hot tryna get that money
I know we can't stop cuz we just that hungry
Remeber how it felt when they killed my cousin
Shit, ah nigga felt cold as fuck
And what hurt the most
Is that I can't fit a picture in my mind
Of this lil nigga growing up
Man you really never know wit us
Cuz the way we livin
Keep it real everyday we sinnin
Sometimes you gotta pray for niggas
Been a while since I paid visit
And you wonder why, I let the number dial....
(Voice fades out)
